its been so long now
and so many things have changed
have you?
how far away have you steered
from your original direction?
sometimes you just don't know...
living in your crowded loneliness
you just won't know
whether what you're doing
is indeed what you want to be doing
or how you are perceived
is how you want it to be.
and depression hits you like a truck
solid and all-consuming
and you're lonely
and quiet
in a place of noise
where things are so alive
and you
just stay there
not knowing where else to go
for this is the direction you're in
and it's all you can do
just to stay above water
take a break
get some rest
and a long sleep
for when u awaken
sober and aware
you would have known
that you would have to arrive full circle
before anything changes
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