February 13, 2007

pheonix

here i am again

its been awhile
as i've found another way to find relief
learnt a lot of things in so little time

i'm astounded
i'm in awe
i'm petrified
and in spite of all that.....

i am grateful for all that has happened

sometimes just living life is difficult
always falling
and sometimes
you just fall so far down
that as you try to get up again
you stumble to your knees
as your kness are raw
and your palms are scraped
you will find yourself reaching out

for help

and whatever decision you make after that
whatever choices you may put your life in
however you want to jeapordize things
it is this help
that will make all the difference

the most difficult part of all
is ensuring you actually seek this help

what most of us fail to understand
is that this help has always been there
yet
we choose to scrape our knees
and bleed our palms
and at the end of it all
we still seek this help

after the storm
when the wounds are healing
and the callouses and scars have made us strong again
it just adds salt to the wound
to know
how hurt this help must have been
when we didn't first reach out for it

today's message was brought to you by the word : PALOOZAH