ironies

hey there

wanted to post one up yesterday....but didn't
believe it or not i tink i'm actually liking this thing
hehehhehehee

you wanna know something funny?
after the last post, i was wondering if i would remember how to login again
surprisingly i didn't
i opened a few other browsers and tried to login from there
then they told me i couldn't log in as i was already logged in
so i just closed everything then tried
lo and behold.....

i couldn't log in
its not so much of couldn't
more like didn't know how to
tink i spent about an hour trying to knock through
and turns out i've just been clicking the wrong link everytime i send for username and stuff
then it dawned on me
there's actually more stuff behind the blue link they send u
if any of u are lost u can try and ask for username at the login page when u ask for a lost password
so having done that
the email came with the info i need
and fun fact of the day
i now know how to login to apples.....

nevertheless
it wouldn't make sense for me to keep two blogs up
especially when you're not posting on one
so i'm officially gonna delete that blog soon
haih

looking back at it
i guess it's pretty much the same in life
when u give up on something
and decide to start anew
would u actually drop everything just to gain back what was lost
surely there are other factors involved
but would u put convenience over everything else?
forget about pride so that u can move on?
what if the only one who stand to lose anything is you
would you step aside?
after all.....
the snow of winter needs to melt for the first buds of spring to bloom......

but then again when is it ever that simple

just don't think for a second
not be paranoid towards what others might think
not wonder about what-ifs
not feel like more could..would...should have been done
literally not feeling?
is that the same as not thinking?
without pain would there be joy?
and if i remove all joy, would we know of sorrow?

last question


is there privacy in a blog?

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