October 20, 2006

desiderata

sincerity

interesting word isn't it?
imagine
the one thing in the world that if u could fake,
u'd have it made.
honestly
that's all its about.
its just funny then whenever u do use it
people immediately doubt your sincerity
as though its a word that u read about
but wont exactly hear
maybe
everybody's cynical
to the point nobody believes in sincerity anymore
can anybody tell me what they truly think sincerity is?
or how it should be examplified?

heart and soul sometimes just don't cut it anymore

same applies for most word that end with ty
honesty
i'm willing to bet nobody can be totally
100 percent honest with anybody else
if there was
that person'd either be dead
or made of glass

what bout responsibility?
who ever wants to be totally responsible?
when the shit hits the fan
who gets the blame?
the one responsible....
and if u actually take credit for your work
that is be responsible,
it might be interpreted wrongly
thought of as boastful or cocky.

and yet these are all traits that society tries to instill in us

2 sides to every coin
guess what's important is that u're happy with your side
never compare yourself with others
for fear of becoming bitter & vain
forever there will be people lesser than urself
and people that will seem to have more than u
but u are a child of the universe
and ur place is where it is
no less than the trees
the stars
or that hottie driving the porsche


if u can wake up everyday
and say to urself
u're happy with whoever's looking back at u in the mirror

u've got it made....

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October 16, 2006

right here right now

shoreline

at the shoreline
figuring what to do next
with the waves crawling at my feet
as i wait for the waves to crash on me
and suffocate me
as they build walls around me
will the sand eat me
as my feet get stuck
will i fall deeper
and find myself at wit's end
alas
i will not find out
for i shall overcome
and move forth
for what is
will soon be what once was
and i will be
on dry land
as i await the next shoreline
and know

October 13, 2006

oblivious

holler

isn't it amazing how music affects us?
mad, the way some words put together can just make ur day sometimes
sure some might say there's other things to music
such as
the soft strums of the piano strings
the pluckings of an acoustic guitar
the beats of a drum
but what gets me the most is the words
words
so funny how one word said one way make such a profound sense
and left to the perverse
turned into a joke
then u have techno
just nonsensical music made to make u move
lyricists and dj's should get together and rave this world

the other thing that i find simply amazing are scents
they say that scents actually stimulate the most memory
so can't remember a thing
but can remember how it smells

i guess memory is a huge thing
we've all read books where people ponder about the meaning of their existence
are we just people?
shells of life
without any character
as all of us are moulded by society into being a character
and if so
what differentiates us?
it's just like the evolutionary theory
some get to evolve and be stronger
and some just die....

but memories
they're something else altogether

have a friend who can't remember much of her childhood
i pity her
it's how i would imagine a clone would feel
living a life
unsure of how u got there in the first place.....

she started a journal to jot down her day to day events

how private are blogs?
imagine if u only gave ur blog address to specific people
people u wouldn't mind talking deep profound stuff to
people u know won't judge u if u told them these kind of things
but
if this people are truly how u perceive them to be
why not just tell them face to face?
is it because u do not trust them enough
afraid of being judged?
being taken as the person with so many problems
that u just blow out of proportion
because thats how we like our problems
blown out of proportion
then we wouldn't give two nuts about what a stranger thinks
funny isn't it?
we care so much about the way our world looks at us
that is our friends, family, acquaintances
but we can completely ignore a stranger's comments
tell yourself
he doesn't know me
he doesn't understand jack shit
he shouldn't judge me
but then again
u don't want ur friends to judge u honestly
what then?

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October 05, 2006

what was meant

stitches

a stitch,
for every time i've thought of you,
a stitch,
for all the times i've missed you,
a stitch,
for every time i've kissed you.
a stitch,
for all the times i've held you.
a stitch,
for every moment that i've loved you.
one more stitch,
for every second i'll love you.
how many stitches i've sown,
no one can tell,
how long i've been stitching,
no one knows.
one thing's for sure,
for every thing i've stitched for,
i would stitch for eternity.
for you,
i would stitch,
forever more

October 04, 2006

stars are blind

wooleeleelooloo

man
been feeling so out of place lately
like i've not been myself
doing things i would not have expected to do in like a gaberjillion years
funny how expectations change eh
like 5 years ago
u kinda set your mind onto something
and tell urself
promise and swear
that u wud never ever succumb to doin such a thing
and now its all different
do expectations mature as we mature
or were we immature to think such a thing not possible?
then again some might say its staying true to your principles
holding strong to your integrity

in that case i don't own nuts

don't u just love horoscopes?
everybody wants to be able to see how their day will go
how their love life will fare that day
how much money they're gonna earn
who doesn't love horoscopes?
what if
u wake up
and just know its gonna be one of those days
like pissy and everything's stuffed up kinda days
then u read the papers
oh
capricorn
its gonna be a fantastic day
all the honeys will holler
you'll get a 5 digit pay increment
and your sex life will be the bomb
whoo
does that change things?
amazing
having said that
u tink horoscopes can affect the way u do stuff?
take for instance
there's this helluva thing that u gotta do
and u know u gotta do it
but u just dont know how to
and then
the stars say its good to do it
u just force urself to do it
cos u're afraid u may never get the right time again

man
who started star reading in the first place


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