what was meant

stitches

a stitch,
for every time i've thought of you,
a stitch,
for all the times i've missed you,
a stitch,
for every time i've kissed you.
a stitch,
for all the times i've held you.
a stitch,
for every moment that i've loved you.
one more stitch,
for every second i'll love you.
how many stitches i've sown,
no one can tell,
how long i've been stitching,
no one knows.
one thing's for sure,
for every thing i've stitched for,
i would stitch for eternity.
for you,
i would stitch,
forever more

stars are blind

wooleeleelooloo

man
been feeling so out of place lately
like i've not been myself
doing things i would not have expected to do in like a gaberjillion years
funny how expectations change eh
like 5 years ago
u kinda set your mind onto something
and tell urself
promise and swear
that u wud never ever succumb to doin such a thing
and now its all different
do expectations mature as we mature
or were we immature to think such a thing not possible?
then again some might say its staying true to your principles
holding strong to your integrity

in that case i don't own nuts

don't u just love horoscopes?
everybody wants to be able to see how their day will go
how their love life will fare that day
how much money they're gonna earn
who doesn't love horoscopes?
what if
u wake up
and just know its gonna be one of those days
like pissy and everything's stuffed up kinda days
then u read the papers
oh
capricorn
its gonna be a fantastic day
all the honeys will holler
you'll get a 5 digit pay increment
and your sex life will be the bomb
whoo
does that change things?
amazing
having said that
u tink horoscopes can affect the way u do stuff?
take for instance
there's this helluva thing that u gotta do
and u know u gotta do it
but u just dont know how to
and then
the stars say its good to do it
u just force urself to do it
cos u're afraid u may never get the right time again

man
who started star reading in the first place


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ironies

hey there

wanted to post one up yesterday....but didn't
believe it or not i tink i'm actually liking this thing
hehehhehehee

you wanna know something funny?
after the last post, i was wondering if i would remember how to login again
surprisingly i didn't
i opened a few other browsers and tried to login from there
then they told me i couldn't log in as i was already logged in
so i just closed everything then tried
lo and behold.....

i couldn't log in
its not so much of couldn't
more like didn't know how to
tink i spent about an hour trying to knock through
and turns out i've just been clicking the wrong link everytime i send for username and stuff
then it dawned on me
there's actually more stuff behind the blue link they send u
if any of u are lost u can try and ask for username at the login page when u ask for a lost password
so having done that
the email came with the info i need
and fun fact of the day
i now know how to login to apples.....

nevertheless
it wouldn't make sense for me to keep two blogs up
especially when you're not posting on one
so i'm officially gonna delete that blog soon
haih

looking back at it
i guess it's pretty much the same in life
when u give up on something
and decide to start anew
would u actually drop everything just to gain back what was lost
surely there are other factors involved
but would u put convenience over everything else?
forget about pride so that u can move on?
what if the only one who stand to lose anything is you
would you step aside?
after all.....
the snow of winter needs to melt for the first buds of spring to bloom......

but then again when is it ever that simple

just don't think for a second
not be paranoid towards what others might think
not wonder about what-ifs
not feel like more could..would...should have been done
literally not feeling?
is that the same as not thinking?
without pain would there be joy?
and if i remove all joy, would we know of sorrow?

last question


is there privacy in a blog?

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lost & confused

wow......

my second blog?
surprise surprise..... just when u tot things couldn't get weirder
i have to go about and start blogging again....well, wont be givin the same excuses as before.....

hehehehe
the only reason i HAVE to start this new blog is cos memory kinda fades when u dont use it much eh?
so yes laff it up.......i forgot how to login to blog.......or more like forgot my password.....or something along those lines......hope i dont forget this one
so wats new from apples?
well....as u can see.....
the site's called table space
figured somethin out today
i can get pretty emo with a standard wooden table in coll
or maybe econs is that boring
but its nice......
dont keep a diary....dont tink i can stand to look at my own writing for fun....
happy to use huge amount of space on table
plus blogskins i can make myself
more like a 6 hr art class for me in college
and no need for lousy login shits that can be forgotten
plus it seems that life is a clean slate everyday
as though u're really waking up to a new start ( big shoutout to college cleaner ladies)
something not even nescafe can do man......
so update on everything else in life since philosophical apples
have many regrets so far in this year
have committed myself to so much
just to see them all fall at my feet with my hands grasping at blank straws
but am picking up the pieces
so a phenomenon is happening like really soon
like nov 27th kinda soon.....................
have learned heaps in like 3 mths
(i tink........not sure when my last post was)
life is wat u make of it......although getting up after falling down is the hardest thing to do, u just have to.......take a pass on the suicidal thoughts because you're more worth than that.....bask in your emo-ness because it only happens when u need it.....as long as you can live with who's staring back at you in the mirror then you're doin fine.......

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